went to meet r.s ystd.
so we went to eat, buy hay for xh, shopped around and then it was world of warcraft time. lol. yes he's just started to introduce the game to me. and i realised it's actually somewhat similar to Fate. the only difference between them is that Fate is not an online game and that it isnt as detailed.
and i just wasted my day off like that.. but it's okay because the time spent with your loved ones is never a waste.. :)

GOODNEWS.
tomorrow is THURSDAY already, my long-awaited thursday. HOHOHO
the r.s.x co. will be launching an attack on the sakura international buffet.
mygod.. i really cant wait..

another piece of goodnews is that i have been invited to join some of the councilors for the food testing for our prom night at Ritz Carlton! :D
free food again.



tomorrow's teachers'day!
I LOVE ALL MY TEACHERS!


thanks to the heavy rain that has gotten me all drenched once again. zzz

and guess what?

just when i was scurrying home, i saw a black cat with its legs all tucked in, lying in the middle of a grass patch under the heavy rain.
i was already feeling sick from the indirect rain that had somehow gotten itself onto me.
imagine being under the rain directly. ohmygod.
and the cat just lay there, not moving even an inch.
not knowing what to do, i just left that poor cat there..
im really afraid of cats... im really useless too... :(

went long john for lunch with my siblings today..
and then we saw this bitchyly-dressed woman.. she has caught our attention as well as a young father's , who was sitting vertically in front of me with his FAMILY. what irks me most was the fact the he kept taking glances afer glances at this woman when his wife was just next to him..
he pretended to lean back to stretch his back a little so that he can ogle at the bitchyly -dressed woman.
and anw no normal person would stretch so MANY times in minutes unless he has some problems with his back..
and unless he MUST look in the direction of tt woman everytime he stretches his back..
then, i will have nothing to say..
and sadly, his wife didnt notice? or so we have concluded.
but alternatively it could also be that when they return home, she will tie him to their bed, whip him with belts/ropes so that she can enjoy seeing blood oozing out from his wounds and then laugh at her own sadistic action..

GUYS.

please learn to respect ur wives la.. i think it's an insult to a woman when their husbands look at prettier girls SECRETLY in front of them.. i mean if you have shared it with your wife wouldnt it have been better? why do some guys have to be so selfish? zzz you can always look at other girls together with your wife..


for the worst case, if you really have to do something out of the fidelity-range, then please do it discreetly behind your wife and make sure she will NEVER find out..

be it somethign is wrong with me or what...
im disgusted by guys recently.. yes that includes r.s.

maybe it's better if i remained an old hag for my entire life..
i can just live happily with my adopted kids and my pet dog(s)..... :)

i miss mighty:
- cassandra
- shuxian
- selina
- janice
- sihan
- shiyun
- sally
- charlene
i miss you all. so LONGGGG NEVER MEET!! :(

i miss gwee.
- whois currently in melborne..who will always think of us and send us sweet encouraging sms.es.. thanks gwee.. hugs* really thanks.. :) im glad you're my friend. hohoho

i miss internals.
- the singing times with them
- da jie's jokes
- bimbotic jing
- yaogui wpy
- cool xiaomei
- selina. yes my LLP again. haha

i miss life in xms.
i miss teachers in xms.
i miss the noodle stall in xms.
i miss the jukebox in xms.
i miss the times when r.s sent me home for almost everyday.
i miss the times blushing in school when his friends teased us.
i miss doing stupid stuffs with LLP.
i miss wpy teaching us poa.
i miss mdm ee and mdm lee ( A and E math)
i miss Hua lao shi, yang lao shi, li lao shi (chi)
i miss mr tan (eng)
i miss mrs tan (poa)
i miss mrs lim (emath)
i miss mrs teo (chem)
i miss mr chia, mr tan (physics)

i really really really really miss them. hai

i wish i could turn back time.
i dont want to graduate from sec school.


i think my time of the month is coming..
which explains why i have been sleeping my days away recently..
and my sudden moodswing.


i haven been meeting up with my girls.
i haven seen r.s for two days. was supposed to pass him my calculator today.. but ended up he found his calculator already..
haven been dancing for a VERY long while.


i miss the girls.
but i dont know how to bring it out to them.
lol
they sure ask me to study.. :X

i miss my boy.
but i duno how to bring it out to him too.

lol
im just anticipating the arrival of the time of the month....



i shall be reminded of the happier times... :)

went for the very nice wanton mee again with r.s. lol..
ate till very full.. nice..... hehe

going for sakura buffet next thursday with our sexy ass turtle who is none other than
Mr. RAYMONDSIAH.
hohohoho :D
i've been craving for sakura buffet for a VERYYYYYYYYYYYYY LONG TIME.
finally.....
finally...

:)

:) -> a big big smiley for lkk and sheepomama.
things may not always be going in our way.. but it's the faith in friendship that keeps us strong.
i still want to shop with you all till im tired out first :X , eat with you all like nobody's business, dance with you all like siao cha bos together and lastly, study hard together with you all because we still rmb why we are here in tpjc.. right girls?!!!

let's get a lvls done and for all.. and we'll be free like birds. there are many kinds of birds.. sparrows, pigeons, parrots.. but it will never be bigbird for us.. lol..

if people can do it, why cant we?
to be specific, if bigbird can do it why cant we?
we can always choose to be the insensitive one, savour every minute of mocking at others indirectly.

okay. i shant be mean anymore.
enough of bigbird. sesame street no more!
i shall stop bringing bigbird in to my blog unless necessary. :x
if not i really have to convert to a vegetarian to clear all my sins..

the time now is 9.15pm.
look just look. how time flies when you least want it to..
the most heartless and cold-blooded creature on earth is actually Time, a devil in disguise.
Time must have been discreetly laughing at me for wasting and letting loose a 1 year and 7months..
how can anybody let Time get away just like that?
It's time to CHASE TIME BACK.
It's time to CHASE MOTIVATION BACK.

lol. i think my motivation comes from Fate. yea that's the game r.s intro.
and now he's regretting.. cos i tend to neglect him when im in the game.. :X
he just having a taste of his own medicine lalala :x :x :x


lsx you would better send your ass off your chair, force yourself down in front of your math notes and mug hard for your stats test on wednesday.



i miss good old xinmin days too.. :(

okay.. intended to practice math after posting on jeepeeproboard.. but i told myself that i will wake up early today to do my math..
the bottomline here is :
saying is never enough

went for brunch with my siblings, read Sunday Times and it's 2 pm already.
haven touched on my math!!! wtf
furthermore i'll be leaving for cousin's place at 3.30.. so i have 1.5 hours to practice math,complete the assignments my cousin wanted me to do, bath and to pack my physics stuffs? i haven read the physics notes.. i'll prolly read them on bus or sth.. hopefully can geng something out of nothing..
shitman

suddenly, i realised...
how little time i have left to prepare for my prelims and A levels...
wouldnt it be nice if one can have straight As for A lvls?
will i be able to obtain a result similar my Olvls'?


wth my mei just came asking me some Amath qns..
and she started off with
" you can say NO to drugs but you cant say NO to me "

LOL

wooo. finally posted on jeepeeproboard for my remedial essay outline!

that silly turtle called not long ago.. to boost his ego. wth lol
aiyo.. hope your thigh will be ok soon!

will be doing physics at my cousin's place tomorrow. :)
but er
i havent done the work she has assigned me.
shit

HMM... math time now?
i can feel my eyes closing on me again and soon..

i've finally sent in my achievements report.
:)


what should i do now?
remedial jeepeeproboard or revision for math?


stupid asshole said he will be going to chiong for his tests today (sunday)..
LOL...
we shall see...
ops

we shall ALL chiong for exams!

a truly beautiful person is one who has more inner beaty than just being prettyonthesurface.
i used to think that you're pretty.. ThingsThatHappened proved me wrong..
it's just the different perceptions at work.
what may be nothing to you, can be something to me.


hai. i wasted the whole of my saturday afternoon.
was playing Fate at r.s place. i like the game. especially when i see how my level increase, how my gold increase, and how all the other stats increase..
it's been a pretty long while since ive last came so close to tasting the sense of satisfaction..
reached home at 5plus. rested and dozed off till 10.45.
my naps are no longer naps now that they are no longer short
took my bath and tada!
here i am.
blogging, achievements report blablabla
maybe i'll post on jeepeeproboard for the gp remedial essay outline..
and then i will practice math for the test next week..
also as a form of revision for my prelims.. =)

instead showering with the heater, i shall shower myself with more motivation

pls turn oblivious to your surroundings and keep your mouth to yourself. especially with things that dont concern you thank you lsx you are down with a serious problem and it's high time for some self-reflection too.


and please bigbird it's also high time for you to learn to appreciate your friends.. and not only know how to make use of them.
continue attacking our snail and i'll cage you up.
i left bigbird singing to its own today..

things are not heading in the right direction.

sorry to all.

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
i today

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
very depress cos gt sch

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
den

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
i tot

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
after sch

rayniz@hotmail.com says:
i noe

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
got stupid turtle come fetch me

rayniz@hotmail.com says:
i'll be there

rayniz@hotmail.com says:
tml

rayniz@hotmail.com says:
=)

rayniz@hotmail.com says:
die die

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
mayb can be happier

rayniz@hotmail.com says:
oso be there

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
WTF

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
SHUI ZHI DAO

rayniz@hotmail.com says:
i noe la

rayniz@hotmail.com says:
=(

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
THAT STUPID TURTLE HIDE IN HIS SHELL SO LONG

rayniz@hotmail.com says:
...............




basically, r.s. OVERSLEPT today when he was supposed to be meeting me to send me home.
on the account of our future pet puppy, i've decided to forgive him. hohoho



a tiring week.
econs test (monday)
physics test (thursday)
gp test (friday)

summary and AQ to be completed
gp remedial essay outline by friday
jeepeeproboard

sometimes there are somethings that you know you should not be saying.. yet you feel the need to say..

in times like this, i feel like a very very bad friend.

gossip, badmouthing, 2-in-one.

i feel suckish realising how mean i can get especially when i'm aware that i'm not perfect too.


hohoho. im mean mean mean and mean.

maybe i should leave things as they are...
and like what r.s always say,
dont care. dont care. dont care.
it's none of my business ! :)

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
nex time i can buy and go share with him..

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
LOL

june; the way i do what i do says:
haahahaha

june; the way i do what i do says:
yea yea!

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
imagine us sittin side by side

june; the way i do what i do says:
he'll love you lor

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
LOL

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
omg

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
hahahaha

june; the way i do what i do says:
label you as the best jiejie

june; the way i do what i do says:
LOL

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
and sharing longan

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
LOL

june; the way i do what i do says:
hahahha

june; the way i do what i do says:
you'll end up eating 10% of it only

june; the way i do what i do says:
trust me

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
LOL

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
he eat very fast eh?

june; the way i do what i do says:
he eats like he has nv eaten before

june; the way i do what i do says:
yea

june; the way i do what i do says:
SUPER FAST.

june; the way i do what i do says:
lol

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
waa it's been super long since ive last visited him




sel was telling me about wangwang (her dog) knowing how to eat longan. LOL.
i seriously miss him and he's still so cute..
i miss his "tan chi" look especially..
lol and i already can picture myself sitting next to him eating longan together hahahahah

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WPY. LOL.

pastamania with r.s etc. :)

i've decided not to talk to mr r.s for a period..not until september, when his current job is over.
the thought of him being a part-timer in this line appals me.
i guess all i need is just some time to digest and accept..
20 more days for him to get over this job. yea only 20plus days..
yet, they are seemingly long..
maybe im just being overly-emotional now.. hahah

LOL. but if i were to apply this to my academics, 20plus days will be seemingly short.

chatted with the girls in the library this morning. at some point, my tears were like forcing their way out but i'd managed to put them under control. :)
i miss the past me.
i miss the motivated me.
never felt like now before.
please, let me regain everything..
and not lose everything..

went browsing in friendster...
and the same old issue hit me hard again.
okay, they probably dont link lol

man is smart, he knows how to exploit the trust that the other man has for him ; all one has to do is to create a beautiful facade, hide the ugly truth, pretend that it has never existed...
you reserve your rights to keep the truths but not the rights to keep the other man running around like a fool.
1,2,3,3,2,1
:)


we are left with no much time.
really.

im back!

tuesday - national day celebration.
after that went to meet r.s for lunch. :) and we went to the same pet shop to look at the cute puppies.
the more i look at them, the more i wish for a pet puppy.
the mini silky terrier still looked as blur and cute!

went for council bbq in the evening. took few pictures with banana man's camera.
after that went to meet the girls at liquidroom. :)
hohoho.
i didnt enjoy dancing to trance though. :(
i didnt lose myself in the music this time round.

i prefer hiphop/rnb!!!!

once again, my itchy mouth has helped earn me some rashes.
thank god they left this morning.
i cant stand myself scratching my arms so disgustingly.

in the night went for a stayover at r.s place. since he's got free transport from liquidroom back to his place. wahaha

wednesday
went home.
met my cousin for buffet lunch at Holiday Inn.
yes! it's my cousin's treat. youhoo.

thursday
meeting cass at 2 for some Body Fat Analysis. LOL
yes it's FOC from ZA. :)
we are going for FAT analysis. youhooyouhoo.
and we can learn how to keep a healthier us. :D
ive gotten myself mentally prepared already. lol.
my fatty tummy

r.s says:
think i going to have

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
YOU HAVE A PROB?

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
go find new gf la

r.s says:
high blood pressure

r.s says:
or already have le

r.s says:
zzz

r.s says:
find ur head la. i'm freaking devoted

r.s says:
101%

dance, like the rhythm of a beating heart, is life. says:
wahahahah


LOL. hohoho. now that i posted it on my blog, you will have to make sure you keep to your words.
jian ba.
but i know you like it. lol
:D

was supposed to go with ahjan to kbox on saturday but we had it cancelled at the very last minute.. even ahjan also couldnt make it? lol
anyway,
skipped econs test. and i felt really bad after that.
so i vented my anger on you-know-who. wahahahahahaha

after that my cousin kept bugging me&my sis to go sentosa with her and her family.
cos my cousin got 3 free rooms at Siloso Beach Resort.
i gave in the end. lol and my elder sis went "why you so mei gu qi..dont want go then say dont want la"
well i tried...
but it's too tempting to not go and have fun. :x

and i'm seriously in love with their pool!
they have a mini waterfall, slides and a cool pool. LOL.
despite being able to do backstroke only, i still enjoyed the time spent in the pool with my cousins and all! hehehehohohohahaha

and we played bridge till 3am this morning...

got back home this afternoon, slumped right into my bed.
im really tired okay.. after sleeping for only 4 hours and being under the sun for relatively long hours...

hai. it's time i get back on track..
i need to study for my econs test.
i need to study for prelims. (only left about 4 weeks)
i need to study for A levels. (only about 10 weeks?)

time is flying fast.

i need to act before regret sinks in.
so do all of us.

lol i wasted my wednesday (as always). reached home at around 2pm met ahboy ( a cute little one year old neighbour) on my way back. he is dam cute. so is his a little-older-than-him cousin. summing them up would spell you C-U-T-E hohoho

took my lunch, on my computer and have forgiven r.s for his stupidity (*r.s nods in agreement with that helpless look on his face. ohwell, he has no choice but to agree with me)
lol :D

and time flew past me again. by the time i got off my computer it was already 4plus (when i had intended to log off before 3pm)
after which, rested my body, soul and mind. the one and only way to rest them would be through s-l-e-e-p-i-n-g.
i'd only intended to rest my body, soul and mind..


caught the 9pm show and i dont like anna. but still, i like the show on the whole haah.

and now im attempting to do my econs essay qn3.. hopefully i can finish it before i head for bed again..shall leave qn 4 to tomorrow!


things to be completed tomorrow :
1) econs remedial essays (1 or 2 question(s))
2) gp remedial essay ( optional 'cause i already did mine last week but i guess i probably will try qn 3? depends la)
3) studying for the DSE, Production and Cost and Market Structure test on saturday.


woo and after the test i will be going to my cousin's place for physics. lol ohyes she's helping me with my physics!
it's free of charge for me! when she's earning $35/hour from tutoring one student.
lol good deal man.

pms period is over! wahahahahahahhahahahaha

it's like lifting a 1250kg weight from me :D