HAPPY BIRTHDAY WPY. LOL.

pastamania with r.s etc. :)

i've decided not to talk to mr r.s for a period..not until september, when his current job is over.
the thought of him being a part-timer in this line appals me.
i guess all i need is just some time to digest and accept..
20 more days for him to get over this job. yea only 20plus days..
yet, they are seemingly long..
maybe im just being overly-emotional now.. hahah

LOL. but if i were to apply this to my academics, 20plus days will be seemingly short.

chatted with the girls in the library this morning. at some point, my tears were like forcing their way out but i'd managed to put them under control. :)
i miss the past me.
i miss the motivated me.
never felt like now before.
please, let me regain everything..
and not lose everything..

went browsing in friendster...
and the same old issue hit me hard again.
okay, they probably dont link lol

man is smart, he knows how to exploit the trust that the other man has for him ; all one has to do is to create a beautiful facade, hide the ugly truth, pretend that it has never existed...
you reserve your rights to keep the truths but not the rights to keep the other man running around like a fool.
1,2,3,3,2,1
:)


we are left with no much time.
really.