in times like this...
i ponder, i think,
everybody dislikes me.
directly or not, only you can access your heart.


let me, just let me, push the blame to P-M-S.
let me, just let me, learn not to vent everything on r.s.
let me, just let me, believe the unbelievables.


why isit always like this?
i'm really........
i tried conveying my thoughts to you, with much hope that your words can prove more than just comfort.
but
you will never truly understand.
how much these people mean to me.
that one sentence of yours will never be sufficient.
how much i would like you to understand me.
sorry.. it's my fault for the high expectation.




in times like this...
isolation is the only solution.


in times like this...
i've learn not to be too emotional over issues that people may think nothing of.























in times like this...
i wish i havent been so imaginative. :)