saw the physics announcement for topical test5 and my muscles got all tensed up. the image of me failing yet another test reappears.. but okay as long as enough revision is done i would probably be able to get it through.
it's up to all up to you, lsx.

i feel like crying, shouting, make a nuisance of myself, just to find my motivated self.
people say, it's your mind that is in full control.
i let my mind in, but am i doing the things my mind is telling me so?
suddenly, i realised that
i've lost the control..
or perhaps it's only the lost of my mind.