Sunday, October 01, 2006

went to darren's bd celebration last night.
things didnt go as well as i'd expected.
benny drove us back to hougang.. cos they were going for pool at hgplaza..
and then, it was home for me. :)


last night, i had a visit from Depression.
Depression brought tears along too.
not just one or two, but a bucket of them.
my heart cant stop screaming..
the cause, noone person will know it better than i do.
not even you, Mr R.S.
you know it, yet, you dont.
if only you knew.
if only you knew.
finally, it was serenity surrounding me again.
as much i as i didnt want to,
the peaceful.ness didnt last.
Depression evolves into scaring nightmares,
refuse to let me get away with it..
refuse to stop haunting me..

subconscious from sleep, i felt tears had itself trickling down my cheeks
you would never know how much heartache the disappointment has brought.

i wish
i wish
i wish

i wish you have never found me.

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