i dont know how or even what to reply.. maybe bcos of my bochup.ness/laziness to go and think of what to say..
for now,
i will not comment..
i know this is not the right way of handling things.. i know im being irresponsible but who cares..
i dont anymore
i know leaving things lying around like that wouldnt help..
but seriously...
i canot think or rather i refuse to think anymore...

i just want to concentrate on my studies, my family, my bf, some of my friends..

okay. this is selective bochup.ing.

i know it would be weird for us when we face each other..
but like that lo..
pretence has subsided.. im probably immune to pretending i know nothing already..
i just want to continue pretending..
let me live in my own world. for now.

maybe when ive decided to open up then will i start my say.