Saturday, September 23, 2006

bo-chup is bliss

caught The Banquet. i dont like movies with sad endings..
i know i will love Rob B Hood :)

went cycling with r.s ystd at pasir ris park. i finally exercised. yea. finally. i havent been exercising for eons..
im sorry that i've disappointed you once and again. i know if i were you, i wouldnt be able to handle it so calmly like you did. thanks for always giving in to me. i dont always have to tell you "i love you" to show how much i really love you. some words are better kept unsaid if not somebody's gonna fly to cloud nine.

been a tv fanatic nowadays.. so much so that i've refused to do my math hwk and had refused to turn up for math lessons on friday. im sorry mrs neo. but i really need sometime to get away from the depressing part of my life..

right now, i think one way to stay happy is to not care for anything at all.
this is when i will be the happiest. :)

i think i will probably shift back to my personal journal again. hohoh
only mightys have access to, internals dont blog so ya.. :)

i am tired of being
a friend.
esp when the other party have to lie to you for whatever-reasons.
and if one really lied, nobody will initiate to admit it anyway.
Lies, you know what? you suck to the core.
creating another facade, at the same time allowing yourself to be exposed and let anyone see through you easily.
im tired of trying to guess the reasons/motives behind the lies myself.
i cant work this out myself because it takes two hands to clap.
if i were given a choice, i would rather be taken in by that facade and not be aware of the existing lies.
sometimes when life leaves you with no choice, forcing you to step onto the ugly path,
you give up like i do. :)

i swear i am not going to think about it, get frustrated over that tinge of betrayal emitting from the lies and using words i never meant to use..
'cause i know if i were you, and if i were to be perceived in this manner, i wouldnt feel good.

i am just not going to care. take my words for it.

because i am selfish. i only want to keep the happy me and i wont let uglyfacts hinder my happiness.

from today onwards, i will turn myself into a bo-chup person.
ignorance is bliss. i would agree.
bo-chup.ing is bliss. i cant agree more.
:)
i shall do selective bo-chup.ing from today onwards! yea baby!

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